Shelby! I LOVE YOU!!!

dOrK meets world (12:25:17 PM): just so u know... rainbow flags stand for gay community
dOrK meets world (12:25:17 PM): lol
akcssorizr (12:25:45 PM): ohhhhhhh
akcssorizr (12:25:47 PM): I just thought it was because rainbows are pretty
akcssorizr (12:25:51 PM): I feel so silly

Ever have an experience when you see someone smile and it just captivates you? that happened to me this week with a certain someone. I dont know why and i dont wanna be this way because i dont wanna be all infactuated with someone i know nothing about! But i have never felt so good! OMG!

I just spoke this kid online who was recently diagnosed with cancer, and he told me that his boyfriend broke up with him once he found out. How sad is that?! They were together for 3 years and he decides to leave at that period. Some people are such assholes.

It also makes u realize how common cancer is.

I met with Rishi and Hilary today to talk about Aberdeen. They convinced me to go in the spring instead because i will get a 3 week spring break. Ina ddition, they offer more advanced classes in the spring so it'd be better for me.

So it turns out that i met Rishi at the necto, but hes not gay. But i soooo wish he was! He is so adorable! It was so hard for me not to keep my eyes off him today. I hadnt had an attraction like that to someone since nolan, it was so bizarre. God, go figure im attracted to the straight guy! Life goes on! LOL!

This is pure love from christian! LOL!

Sorry : I am protected with BotGuard. How do you spell apple?
why are u such a prick
Sorry : I am away right now but if you leave me ur email address or AOL screename, i will get back to when i have a chance. Sorry!
apple
leave me alone and carry on with ur life.
fuck you im glad u keep getting ur stds
serves u right
bitch
watever
please dont contact me
no reason
peaceout
adios

Christian, get a life and stop reading my livejournal.

Thank you

I feel Decieved,
how could this be?
I thought i was unique,
but now u dont speak.
It must have been ur dick,
because its obvious u dont wanna stick.
Take your hand to relieve that,
you hurtful rat.
thats it, No more games.
I dont know who to blame.
Tell me you care,
so i dont feel scared.
let me hold you again,
you're the best of all men.
Return my calls,
dont let me fall.
We'll take it slow,
and i promise not to go.

I am sick of guys because i am always the bad guys. I tell people to take things slow and then they instantly become attached to me. Then when i have to end things because the feeling isnt mutual, i am the bad guy! Well, its official, i think i am taking a break from dating. I got a lot on my plate with school anyways.

I'll be single again for my birthday but who cares, i am going to make T-shirt transfers for when i go out to the bar, and whore it up! LOL! My break is gonna be a blast for several reasons:

1) i wont mope about non-existant relationships
2) no pressure from school
3) i will be relieved temporarily from the stress of RA duties
4) i will hopefully get to catch up with some good friends
5) i get to go back to do some lame retail work! LOL!

I am pumped!

Oy.... more christian drama. He really just makes me laugh now because he believes every damn thing that he hears. Well, christian, the truth is i am still a virgin and i know ur jealous because u want a piece of me! LOL! Plus, i know ur gonna read this.... ur so predictable

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...
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Re-post this if you believe in legalizing gay marriage.

I am so upset! No one can go to WMU's gay prom with me now! Everyone had to cancel because they have homework or something. I am not mad just very dissapointed! I dont give a shit though, i will go alone if i have to. I went home to get my suit and i'm gonna wear it damnit! i will dance the night away! Plus, i already bought the ticket!

Today i went on Nolan's Livejournal. I dont know why the hell i did that, probably because mariel hamson attempted to facebook me, and it brought back memories. The first thing that i saw was that he totaled his infiniti! Although i never wish that upon anyone because i have had it through personal experience, all i have to say is... Karma


Anyways, went to The "genderfuck" party at Goodrich house which BTS co-sponsored, if u even wanna say that. All they did was use our name. Yeah, it was suppose to be dry and the minute i walked in, there was a case of beer on the table. So awkward because the last thing that i want BTS associated with is alcohol. I could go more into detail but i will spare u the trouble and just let u know that i didnt stay longer than 5 minutes.

BTS went to Stilettos last night! God! I love it! Is it sad that i love a lesbian bar more than any other gay bar. DKR was there and of course, i always love seeing A-train. I put a dollar in my shirt and A-Train removed it with her teeth! HOT! Then Shannon went to talk to this gay boy for me but he was one of those cases that he was only cute from a distance. In addition, he was "in-transit" of where he was living and didnt have a job or in school... NOT MY TYPE! I then started dancing and the owner yelled at me because i climbed on the cage. My bad! In addition, Di ended up doing baby oil wrestling. Poor di, on the third round, u could tell she didnt have the strength to continue. I was so concerned that she was going to pass out but Eric Kreiger assured me that she was ok. Then of course, i danced my ass off and danced with EVERYONE! And to certain people (JOE TAYLOR) just because i dance with u, doesnt mean that i am infactuated with you. He pushed me away when i started to dance with him, and i was so offended. If it made him uncomfortable, he should have just told me. Just because i find him attractive, doesnt mean i would dare to date him or even pull a move on him. One of the main reasons is because i am friends with Shannon and that'd be awkward. But joe has a terrible way of showing friendship and he wonders why i never invite him to the bar! Thats my rant!

Saw Flight Plan tonight too... good movie... intense... i love Jodie Foster!

Oh! and i love how when Dusti the RD is away, everything goes wrong. One of the washing machines flooded the laundry room. Therefore, being the good RA that i am, i attempted to call campus saftey to have it fixed, but they didnt consider it an emergency and told me to hang signs saying "out of order". I then decided to show my dedication to the job, and clean the floor with the Scraper! Good Ian... heres a treat! LOL!

Date:	2005-10-31 18:07
Subject:	Gay Prom
Security:	Public
Mood:	stressed

Western Michigan University is holding Gay Prom in less than two weeks, and of course i dont have a date. I am afraid to go stag because if i am one of the few stag guys there, i may get real depressed watching all the couples.

Everyone has been telling me to just ask someone but its not like i have anyone to ask. THis is becoming something way more stressful than it needs to be. I just dont know what to do and i dont have any friends at WMU to ask and UGH!

Date:	2005-10-30 22:52
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sick

I spent the whole damn day in the dorms because there was no one to hang out with and nothing i could do with. This was seriously the worst weekend i could have experienced. I basically sat in the dorm all weekend and to top it all off, i gotta work Halloween! My halloween was ruined this year and last year! I told dusti before and she said i wasnt working halloween but i look at the schedule now, only to see that i am.

Date:	2005-10-29 03:43
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sick

EW! EW! EW!

I was just walking through my hall because i thought i smelled Alcohol and i went to smell the cracks in one of the doors, only to heard the bed creaking a girl breathing hard!!! EWWWWWW!!!

Who doesnt want to see Robbie Williams Nude?

http://www.robbiewilliams.co.uk/getmore/robbie%20full_12Med_Prog001.swf

:P

Animals & Humans Societies MWF 1-2
Psychology of Learning MWF 9-10
RDA II MW 2-330
RDA II Lab R 2-4
History and Philosphy of Psych MWf 11-12
Dance Reperatory

So overall, i am content with my schedule except for i have a 9 oclock class. Anyone who knows me knows that i cannot do early classes.... oy!

Date:	2005-10-27 13:06
Subject:	What to thing?
Security:	Public
Mood:	confused

My mom just called me today to say my Doctor called. Apparently my virus is more aggressive and if i dont watch it, it coulf turn to cancer. What am i suppose to think of this? Like, i cant even be emotional because i dont know what to expect. My mom asked me to call the doctor but i dont even know what i could ask him. I dont have cancer so dont assume that. All i know is that my momcompared to it to getting mamograms... as a precaution.

I need someone to talk to but i refuse to go to counseling services because i feel that they are a terrible resource.

Date:	2005-10-27 00:25
Subject:	More Drama
Security:	Public
Mood:	irritated

Bobby strikes Back...

bobby (12:16:41 AM): ian, youre fucking crazy...i di 90% of our project...and the shit you highlighted in the articles is not relevant...god you make me sick

He volunteeered to do the presentation and if i knew he would do it the day before, then i would have taken care of it because i had to do practically everything else.

THIS JUST IN!
bobby (12:20:20 AM): ian you know its true, i think you want me to do bad cause youre pissed off that im so much better than you at life...thats the only thing i can think of

bobby (12:22:53 AM): youre not sorry, youre always a dick and you live in a warped little world...i cant wait until youre introduced to life...i feel sorry for you



hmmm... i live in a warped little world where i do my own work! I guess thats a bad thing! :-/

Date:	2005-10-27 00:09
Subject:	Inside the mind of Missy Wyss's Students
Security:	Public
Mood:	irritated

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...i feel better now